Random Thoughts From The Mind

I have sat for far too long in silence. These random thoughts drive into my mind without a warning label and are starting to drive me to the brink of insanity. Simply writing down a basic gist of what I want to get out isn’t working. In order for me to get these thoughts out of my mind, I am going to have to invite you in. It might be a bumpy ride so strap in and enjoy the ride. For those who enjoy reading the outrageous thoughts of a woman living in a county without borders containing it while guns control those who can join it, please feel free to sit and go for a ride with me on this journey into what is weird about the universe. While I have many thoughts, many random off the wall thoughts, today I want to bring up a topic that doesn’t particularly affect my life in any way. This political topic has been driving a screw driver in the back of my mind since seeing it on the news for months on end. Although, the topic has been ongoing for several years now, the whole idea of imm...

Hello All! I just want to thank you all for patiently waiting while I placed some finishing touches on Apollo's Light. I have uploaded the manuscript on a few sites to get some feedback and I am still currently awaiting to hear back from the beta readers. So Please feel free to go to the links below and read the story in its entirety. (Also, please don't forget to vote for it, as they are both entered into contests, but more or less, I just want you all to read the story and give some feedback.) Enjoy Apollo's Light! With the end of days swiftly approaching, Lucifer, must by all means, regain the light he placed inside his priestess. He comes to her, after her rebirth, but she does not comprehend the complexity of their past relationship together. Memories of their former lives together slip into her dreams, turning them into nightmares. While Lucifer seeks forgiveness for the sins he committed her, his brother wants to set her free from the cursed love by trapping ...

As dusk fell on Ashley's soon to be forgotten home, she saw quite a different vehicle parked in the driveway behind her foster parent's generic mini van. Coming up the winding stone driveway the brand new sports car shimmered in comparison to the world around it. Clearly this vehicle did not fit in the backwards country driveway, let alone the fact it didn't belong in this county. Ashley marveled at the shinny white car. She had never saw a Ferrari before, but she did recognize the horse emblem displayed in the middle of the back side of the car. "Once again, I'm sorry for the intrusion. I wasn't aware of the situation." Mr. Bradford's voice once more graced Ashley's ear causing her to cringe at the horrid sound. Looking up to the porch, she saw underneath the glow of the light from the house, Mr. Bradford standing in the doorway. Quickly she ducked behind the car, grinding her knee into the gravel. Knowing she couldn't use her magic to appea...

Please forgive me, the least amount of progress is being made here in my random thoughts, but they have all become preoccupied by rewriting and editing Inside My Scars. I am also currently trying to end Apollo's Light (when my daughter takes a break from Gray's Anatomy on my laptop). When I realized all my stories are all interconnected I pulled the book from Amazon, for now, and started the grueling task of adding it into the Elohim Series. Please bare with me through this process. 

As a young girl I never looked into the future waiting for my fairy tale to begin. Not once have my dreams ever contained a prince to rescue me like I was a damsel in distress. Instead, I've always felt as though I could have been Snow White after eating the poisonous apple. Without the magical kiss being placed upon my lips to wake me from my nightmares, the evil witch I fear will be coming soon to rip out my heart.  My dreams became nightmares where I would fight, search, and in the end wake up screaming in pure terror of my past. Prince Charming would never dare enter into my dreams or he too would be caught in the endless cycle of torture. A glass coffin will forever contain me allowing no skin to ever touch mine again. There would never be a magical kiss placed against my lips to resurrect the innocence I once owned. Dreams of purity escaped my mind and ran screaming from my clutches. What seemed like a million years ago, perhaps I had the delusions of such things, but jus...

Elohim is a religious fiction six book series telling of the story through the eyes of two mortal women who have been blessed by the angels to bring the end of Elohim, also known as God. Throughout the series you will be engulfed in the rise and fall of Lucifer, but you will also understand his reasoning for wanting to overthrow his creator. It first began with a thirst for glory, but even if it brings his demise, Lucifer will bring about the End of Days for the love of one woman, a simple priestess of Apollo. The first book in the series titled Apollo's Light, is about Bree Turner, a young woman with a past stretching beyond her own memories. As a mysterious painter comes into town she finds herself caught up in dreams of recollections from a past she is sure isn't her own. When Hades kidnaps Bree, taking her straight to Hell, she comes to realization she will forever be in love with the first God who touched her skin. While suffering from her own memories, Bree learns she w...

So I have an experiment I would like you all to try... I want everyone to sit and think about their lives from birth till now. Think about your age, any illnesses you have or have had in the past, how many children you've had, your social standing, everything about yourself, including simple things like your hair, eye color including your genetic origins i.e. Irish, Spanish, Chinese, etc.  Pick a year that you know quite a bit about whether it be from the 1970's the whole way back to 1239. Now I want you to take all that information about yourself and send yourself back to the year you picked. Now as you stand there watching the world going around about you, think about your ancestors, where are they from during that time period. Send yourself there. Now you are standing as you are, in a time period and place of your ancestors. Dress yourself as they are dressed, in the whole aspect of attire. Think about the clothes you are wearing. Are you well off or are you a peasant?...

So, now that life has caught up to me, and I am feeling the overwhelming effects of being too busy, I took some time for myself last night. My laptop continued to kill my chargers, to find out low and behold the battery was sucking the life right out of them. So a few weeks ago I bought a new one, just to charge it, get it running, then allow it to sit and collect dust. I have been so busy, that my tired has blown a fuse and I may be attached to the jumper box for quite sometime. I am literally so tired that I cannot possibly function at any semblance of normal anymore. Between remodeling, my daughter's softball practices that continuously run half an hour late each night (so I sit in the car for 40 to 45 minutes waiting for her to come out), trying to get dinner cooked, keeping the house at a decent clean level, my son's antics with his new girlfriend, I am in over my head and feel like I must go to work, just so I don't have to work. Honestly, I have put my phone on do no...

I sit here and constantly wonder to myself, how is this world going to change for the good? What can I do to help? How can I help the youth of today? How can I provide a better life for my children? These are regular thoughts creeping through my mind when I am not contemplating the plot lines in my books. (Well, besides, what am I going to make for supper that everyone will enjoy. Because we all know as mothers not only do we have to cook it, but no one else is going to help us decide. The answer is always the same, 'I don't know.') Either way, I know I am not the only person in the world to worry about things like this. I often feel like the girl from Tomorrowland. If you haven't seen the movie, here is a link to check it out.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lNzukD8pS_s This is a great movie, setting aside the whole sci-fi side of it. It sends a wonderful message, yet I don't think many people either watched it, or got the hint from it. So here I am with my han...

I don't know who wrote this, but it is a very good point of view. I know I have been spreading the word about being kind and showing love, but I have also stated the fact that these people, no matter who they are will always do what they want regardless of how much we try to stop them. Even if we decide to spend the time and money to allow the government to take away all our gun rights, these people will still continue to find either a gun or another way to bring about mass murder. The truth, if they are determined to do it, they will find away. We have seen this time and time again in the past. People will make bombs, hijack planes, drive vehicles into crowded streets, etc. so the mayhem will never end. So it is true, spreading kindness can help, but bad people will do bad things regardless. Here are somethings we need to look at in response to this: I do believe a psychology class or a mandatory mental health class (even if it is just a semester) should be provided to schools...

            The Prologue has been born... Tell me what you think:             Once upon a time in a kingdom, long since forgotten, an Archangel fell in love with a human, creating the first forbidden love. Their passion for one another sparked a feud between brothers, but it also brought about the first child ever born, a Prince. As war began in the second Heaven, Samael dutifully served his creator, but mostly he fought to keep his secret love safe. His own brother, Lucifer took up an army of angels against him. Their creator, Elohim, stepped in and cast Lucifer down. Elohim forbid Lucifer and his followers to never leave the sanctity of the second heaven for their betrayal. For loving outside of his kind and producing the first child, Elohim took away Samael’s right to procreate by castrating him.                 Fearing for the humans E...

I completely agree with this meme I saw posted on Facebook not so long ago, and my daughter is the one who shared this. She like many others in our school district, as well as all over the country, is being bullied, but she herself has bullied others. Resulting in horrible effects. She said some rude and cruel things about a girl in her grade, so she was then threatened physically by this girl. The end result from this: my daughter was afraid to go to school. She became so frightened by the threats from this girl she begged me to allow her to do cyber-school. For as long as I can remember, I have always been against home-schooling or cyber-schooling. I don't agree with it at all. I understand in certain circumstances it could work well, but I have only seen this type of schooling fail. Many people I know have done this, just to get out of school (I shake my head at the parents, because these parents are awful in every sense of the word). I know these people and most of them co...

"........" You must forgive me, those of you who care about the community, I must say something in response to unforgivable actions set forth by parents on Facebook. I have seen the cruelty that knows no bounds from parents this past week on our wonderful social media. Mostly mothers, have voiced their opinions to those who are more in need of our help. And to those mothers I must say this: Are you serious? I know you. You are the same exact people who will complain about bullies being in school. You are the people who demand something be done to these children for simple threats. You are the ones who want these children locked away and to throw away the key. I want you to stop, right now. For one, these children making these threats come from your community. Two, what if you found out this was your child making these threats? What would you do to them, coddle them, ship them off to boot camp? Think about the options lying in front of you right now.  These children need he...

I am so glad that many of you enjoyed my last post. I hope that you all take my advice and care for our communities. These horrible acts of violence plaguing our country must be broken down and seen for what they truly are. They are not random but rather they are growing more and more prevalent. Searching for answers from the government is a way to go. They need to help us provide safer schools for our children to attend, but they are the government. The government can only do so much, go so far in doing what is right for us. As we have all seen, the government can make mistakes, take its time, and sometimes they can't help us at all.  Yes, we need to urge our government to provide us protection, but if we have all learned one thing, the government does what it needs to regardless of how it affects us. So we do need to fight our battles with them, but right now we need to help those we love more. Just the other day, a threat was placed on a bathroom stall at our local school, a s...

In light of the recent school violence around the county, mainly the threats that are being found at the local school where my own children attend, I have to write about my views on the subject. There are those of you out there who may not agree with me, and there are some that will, I, however, don't care. I still must state my opinion on the matter.  My facebook is covered in political points, family points, gun points, school points, but none of that truly matters. Everyone is pointing the finger at someone or something else, the problem is the guns, the kids, the society we live in, blah blah blah. The problem is the whole thing. It is all of the problems combined and the sooner that people realize this, the sooner we can fix it. Yes, we need to be able to keep the guns out of children's hands. Yes, we need to fix our children's minds. Yes, we need to fix the society we live in.  I am tired of people saying we need to do this and it will all be fixed. It is not just o...

So... I've been ill for the past few days, which is why I have completely disappeared. Just not feeling up to writing... I have something to write about though... Our healthcare system is really messed up, and I have discovered I am never going to my local hospital again. After feeling horrible for a few days, I realized I must have a UTI (for those of you who don't know that it an urinary tract infection). Throughout the years I have been inflected with these, but I haven't had one this bad for years. I immediately started taking Azo, which helped slightly, but come Monday morning the nausea turned into throwing up. Deciding the best thing to do was go to our local Quickcare that just opened up a few months ago, I went. I gave them my symptoms, told them I assumed I had a UTI because this was not the first time this has happened. After going through the whole thing, peeing in a cup, getting my vitals taken, blah, blah, the doctor comes in.  Immediately she says, I am...