Random Thoughts From The Mind

Never once thought of this scenario, if that's what you would like to call it, until someone close to me brought it up while picking up my daughter from her friend's house.  I know nearly everyone that reads this has watched those funnier than thou videos of cats trying, playing, or fitting into boxes. We think it is hilarious, otherwise we would no watch them and laugh hysterically. My cat had just had kittens and while she was pregnant she searched through every single nook and cranky in our house to find the 'perfect' spot to have those darling kittens. Each and every box was tested, including drawers, cupboards, baskets, etc. I know perfectly well why cats look for boxes, why they like boxes, its simple yet it eludes several people. (And yes, I do still enjoy watching those cat videos as much as you do.) They do it for protection because every angle is blocked except for one, just like other animals live in a den, cats do the same with what they are given. Eventua...

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I wish that I had something to write about at the moment, but rather I am just contemplating a face. It was his face that has embedded its way into my soul, has changed. It seems as though the brittle lines that once held it together had quite literally broken. Piece by piece the skin that was once as magnificent as white marble had broken down and became lost within all the hope he held inside. The last time I remember directly looking at him, the cracks within were slowly coming to the surface. Pain embedded itself so far within that when at the end there was no stopping it from exploding against the surface. Eons ago his skin had been marble white with the blackest eyes I had ever seen. Then his entire being created such a fear inside of myself that I would rarely ever looked upon him. I stood my ground afraid of the pain that he would cause, but now I see that it affected him so much more. With each time we met, another line appeared cracking into the being that he truly was. B...

Wow, when you plan a deadline for yourself and it never goes according to plan.  Last weekend I had planned to finish Apollo's Light. A story that I have loved from when it implanted itself into my brain. I have brutalized myself over the creation of this story since the beginning, just because I love it so much that it must be perfect. I refuse to rush myself to end it for fear that it may not become the end that I wish to share with the world. It has to be perfect for me. I know deep down this story is one of brilliance, but as I come near the end... I am so sad to see it end.   After trying to finish it last week, I had run into some issues thus my comment on facebook:  "You have prophesied how this ends, but we both know that you have not been fortunate enough to see what will transpire."- When your MC tells you the problem behind your writing... last line written for the day. I knew exactly how I wanted to end the story, but getting to the task was rather a ...

It is unreal the amount of time and money that people are willing to spend on "looking good". I'm just browsing through some of the Black Friday Deals online here while contemplating what to get people for Christmas... I click here and I click there getting me into women's fashion deals, because my daughter is into clothes... I click, click, and scroll down through some jackets then leggings. Now I find myself staring straight at a pair of bare buttocks shown through a butt lift underwear gizmo thing. I stopped scoffed for a moment and continued on scrolling. Then body shaping waist trainers (weren't these called corsets at one time?) started taking over the screen. Low and behold: the bra genie... Women are so concerned nowadays with how they look in this or that, that they will literally do everything to get what they think men want. Big boobs, tiny waist, big ass butt.... Personally I would rather be fit. Which, (random thought thrown in) I used to be... un...

Alright, I know that I said because I wasn't getting results from this blog that I was going to quit writing it, but I have however found that I continue to have these random thoughts that need to be written down. I am hoping at some point that I will use these as notes (just a random hope thought) to write a book. The idea had come to me as I was reading a book last night. It was a book bought for my son's birthday last year because he loves the author as an author, singer, and musician. Yes, the man, the great big mouth, the one the only Corey Taylor. The book is You Are Making Me Hate You. It has taken me a year to get to reading this book and I found myself unable to put it down. In just a few hours (minus one hour that I napped, hey, it was thanksgiving and the turkey made me do it!) I had over half of the book read. It reminded me somewhat of these random thoughts that come through my mind, and I have to admit that his writing is better than mine. There are so many issu...

I think therefore this will be the end. Wishing you all well. I am placing my creative writing time more into constructive projects. Good luck in the writing world.  For Those Who Still Wish To Follow: My Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/M-Rose-1967502886867643/ Apollo's Light: https://www.wattpad.com/story/125438344-apollo%27s-light Approaching Fate: Phoenix https://www.wattpad.com/story/128904915-approaching-fate-phoenix Approaching Fate: Reflections https://www.wattpad.com/story/128177695-approaching-fate-reflections Inside My Scars: https://www.amazon.com/Inside-My-Scars-M-Rose/dp/1549716786/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1510924622&sr=8-1&keywords=inside+my+scars&dpID=41X%252BwsZ63EL&preST=_SY344_BO1,204,203,200_QL70_&dpSrc=srch

Today's Random Thought from the Top Comment Challenge Winner: There's not much to say about me. I used to be a good student and nothing more. I had no big hobbies, didn't participate much in sports, no other talent. I just keep studying. That's why I almost broke down when I didn't get selected in the first attempt in pre-medical entrance test. And that's how I took up writing, to vent out my frustration. I have a bad habit of helping others to an extent where I get myself in trouble sometimes. I don't expect any return favours, I just like the feeling I get when I help someone else. Maybe that's why a loner like me who thrives in solitude has managed to have a considerable number of friends. I get immense pleasure when I help a stranger and that too secretly. No need of introduction, no familiarity, just a deed done which keeps the idea alive that God and good people still exist today...

Well, the Top Comment Challenge winner for the week :was  A ditya Singh which will be posted tomorrow morning. I don't know what to say really.  I am just slightly disappointed. I had hoped giving everyone something to think about, thus write about there would be more comments, more responses. I am not getting anything. I love those of you who read this blog, and comment... but I fear that it may come to an end. I feel that I am spending more time on this when I should be promoting or writing.  I just wanted to help people become more creative.  I wanted something interactive.

Before I begin my random thought for the day you are all going to have to take a small trip with me. I love playing car games with my children. I think it is more of the interaction with them, but it all started as soon as they would start crying in the backseat when they were only days old. I would talk to them, song to them, whatever it took to calm them down. As soon as they were old enough to talk we would work on learning different ones. Then came colors, counting, and the famous ABC' s. The games grew as they became older to multipcation and spelling. Now they are both teenagers we play random games such as padiddle or my son's favorite now is 'Oooo, Ooooo, I want one, Mom, buy me one'; with my response being, 'Sure, if you buy me one first'. (Most of the time he spots old classic muscle cars, since he will begin driving next year). The newest game that we play is spotting Zombies. For those of you who don't know I started a blog last summer and even...

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Not too many random thoughts going through my mind at this moment or today rather. I did post some time back that I wished to speak about deaf voices. Granted I could do research on this and find out my answers. Instead I would rather just think about it randomly (although I do love research). My daughter got me stuck on this show Switched at Birth. There are some issues in the show that I don't agree with, but I love the fact that it more or less shows the world about issues facing those who are handicapped. The one girl is deaf and it shows her struggles as well as her friends and family. One episode was completely done using ASL (American Sign Language). I learned some while in school, but it really made me think... Everyone at some point in their life should learn ASL or some of it. What really made me curious was (I'm not sure about the rest of you) the fact that when I think, I think with a singular voice inside my mind. I'm not exactly sure what voice it is, if i...

So here is my biggest thought from the weekend. Well, maybe not the biggest, but the most random. How many people actually go out and buy items that they see in commercials? I sat and studied the commercials placed on one channel during an entire show. This show that was on was a man show so the commercials showed in this order: food, beer, food, random one like razors or cars, food, food, and beer, very randomly they would place one in there for another tv show that the network aired. I turned the channel and watched another show for an hour the commercials ran like so: food, jewelry, food, random, food, credit card, food, and food. Almost every station that I turned to the main commercial shown was about food. (No wonder this country is over weight!) Yes, I have seen food commercials that made me want to try something new, but that didn't mean I got up off my couch to run to get it. But the nonsense of it is just irritating, McDonalds, Pizza Hut, Burger King, Taco Bell, Domin...

Alright enough about all this controversial issues running through my mind. Today is just a blank canvas waiting for the words to splatter themselves all over this page. I am going to try to write something that will inspire us all. Something to comment on. Something to make some deep thoughts come to mind. I hope so anyway. As we walk through out lives we are here because of the choices and directions made in the past. There are several who think back and wonder about these significant changes in our lives. The big moments are what they are worrying about, but what if it was something small; returning a phone call , going to a different place to eat,  or saying no when we should have said yes. People often wonder about the big things and yes those may seem like things that people would normally think about if something major happened to them. Just think back to a time when nothing seemed important about calling a friend back, or ignoring that call from a family member because yo...

I just saw one more article on the news about another female student accused of breaking the school dress code policy. There has been half a dozen or so of these in the past couple of weeks. Having two teenage kids dealing with this same issue everyday, I try to keep up to date on these issues because I think a lot of it is just plain uncalled for. When I was in school we had dress code issues. Most of the time it was boys wearing the baggy jeans allowing their butts and underwear to hang out. Then in the other school district the people were complaining that their shirts had to be tucked in all the time, which caused a major fuss for the overweight people. Then there was an issue after Columbine about teens wearing trench coats to school, while the principal at the time wore one daily. And yes there were students that wore them back then not because of Columbine, but that is what they wore. I had one myself (which I mostly wore while four wheeling). The dress code issues are not g...

One thing about this "new world" that we are evolving into that I don't understand is the whole 'gender revealing'. It was never as big as it is today. Yes, usually at a baby shower you would reveal the gender of the baby if you knew, but now people are throwing whole other parties just to reveal the gender of their baby. Me, personally, I don't understand the concept of it.  Another thing that gets me about this whole gender revealing party is that everyone is so thrilled that they are having a boy or a girl, but these are also the same people that allow their children to become transgender. (I will state right here and now that I have no qualms with transgenders, it is their choice.) However, what I do disagree on is these people nowadays are allowing children to pick whichever gender they want at such a young age. Personally, I do not feel that this should be allowed. If you have a girl that likes to do boy stuff, so what... I did and I turned out just fi...

Have you ever wondered what it would be like to set a pack of dogs loose inside a supermarket? Perhaps not a pack of dogs, but some juvenile dogs (just out of the puppy phase, but not quite an adult). Just close the store for twenty four hours and let them run wild inside. Could you imagine the chaos that would ensue? More than that though, with how we imagine it, think about it through the dog's imagination. Everything is food, everything is a chew toy and there are no repercussions because you are with your pack. The deli I fear would be the first attacked.  One thing that I can imagine though is, dogs like us have personalities, some wild and care free while others are more shy. I think that allowing a group of dogs into a supermarket for one full day we could truly watch the personalities inside of these animals. They would just be like us, if for some reason, we would get locked inside a supermarkets. I could imagine seeing the shy ones staying off to the side an waiting for...

First of all I would love to thank Marcus Monroe for his inspirational comments giving him the win on the Top Comment Challenge. I also want to encourage everyone else to comment. You may gain the chance to give a rant of your own choosing. Please feel free to offer any opinions, any and all are welcome. I do not get offended like others in this world and I welcome all points of view. I know that the reward is not money or anything of material value, but the actuality of breaking somewhere inside your mind is just as valuable.  I started this blog to break through my writer's block. One thing that I have found in writing this is, not only did it break that problem, but it has allowed me to write beyond a certain genre or topic within my stories. I think that if more writer's would just rant every once in awhile about whatever it would give them a sense of freedom and allow them to open up to new ideas.  So please feel free to write about anything in your comments. I encou...

His words sunk into me and I understood his trepidation now. By the time he had finished speaking the passion in his eyes flourished into something that I had never found before. There was nothing he was bound to hold back from me now and it hurt. I was right before that our love held nothing but misery for both of us.             I had thought to ask him, but worried that he would deny my indulgence I acted. I let go of his hands and ran my fingers up over top of his jacket. I didn’t stop until they were tangled in his hair. Without using persuasion I pulled him down to me. Our lips met creating a brilliant catastrophic ending to whatever beginning that this was.             Hope surged in my core as he pulled me in closer to him. Our kiss ignited a craving that neither of us could deny. For the first time in a thousand lives everything we had felt for each other was r...

Greetings to everyone who has the opportunity to view my meek words. First I would like to thank Author M. Rose for featuring me on her personal blog page. I'm honored to work with such a talented and gifted author. Second I'd like to thank her viewers for taking the time to read my collection of thoughts and thesis's. Without further adu, I present two main subjects which goes hand in hand. Subject number one: Mistakes are part of your progress. Subject number two: Failure can be your greatest asset once you've learn from it. I mention these subjects to expand and also enlighten your thoughts.  If we look at Webster's definition of mistake which is: mis·take noun: 1. An action or judgment that is misguided or wrong. verb: 1. To be wrong about.  Earnestly, I can agree with the mention of "an action or judgment that is misguided." Yet wrong is truly in the eyes of the beholder or eith...

You know what, I think I have found something to write about... Just browsing through the news and there is all this controversy about the civil war being brought back up... (I'll be honest with all of you, I have no idea where this is going to go, we all might end up crying or laughing or just plain irritated...) Any who... Over the entire course of the summer I watched, as most of everyone in this country did, the statues from the past being ripped down because they were 'racist' or they 'owned slaves'. There was so much being said about our country's past, it was like there wasn't enough drama going on right now in our country that we had to dive right into all our past leaders lives and how they lived. We as a people have to stand up for what is going on right now! I don't care if Jim Bob from 1801 owned slaves and made a great profit from it. How about the John Doe that lives right now and has slaves? John Doe's slaves are children, or an en...

Honestly no random thoughts for today, at least not yet. Basically any extra thoughts that I have gotten inside my worrisome mind is going towards recreating Approaching Fate. Yet, I am still stuck on where to start it. Writer's Block is like some horrid sickness that you cannot take medicine to make it go away.  I think I need a down day where I do nothing but sit allowing my brain to just relax. I need to zone out into possibly a book or movie, just something to give my mind some rest. I think that with everything going on it is over-functioning and lost on what to do. The worst thing is... when I get the best ideas I am working, then when I return home, get all my chores done for the day with a five minute break to sit down and get all these lines out of my mind, nothing comes out and when it does I reread it erase it. It isn't long before I lose all hope and just scrap everything.  So I am definitely going to try to get some more random thoughts for all of you valuable...